This morning as I was waking up I laid there waiting to feel the tight stretching and pain all around my neck, shoulders, arms back and down to my legs.  I waited for the itching to start up where I then would lay there and try not to itch until I couldn't take it anymore.  … Continue reading Life with Eczema

I'm not really sure what to write and it's been awhile since I have really posted anything of content.  honestly, I'm not sure how much I should share. I have moved to North Carolina right outside of Asheville.  I'm not sure how long I will stay out here for. Mostly to lick my wounds, use it … Continue reading West to East

Hello September! Though it's still feels just as hot as August.  This heat wave can move on out for a little cooler weather. I feel as if I a in some sort of new learning when it comes to humility and vulnerability.  It seems to be a theme with me. Humility is walking into an … Continue reading Humility and vulnerability 

A few weeks ago I was asked when I felt most confident.  I couldn't really give an answer at the time, though today it dawned on me as I was riding down Akeny and turning left to head to Stark where a local coffee shop that I like sits.  With my right arm stretched out … Continue reading Biking and Confidence 

Draft I've been having a difficult time trying to write anything down, I have been finding more ways to distract myself claiming that I have been opening myself up for creative thought processing. There is only so much hiking and exploration in the name of creativity till you realize that nothing is getting written down. … Continue reading Expectations and Reality 

On our way to Hendersonville, NC from my hometown of Ashland, Ohio, Jordan and I took a pit stop in Merietta, Ohio.  We had time to grab a bite to eat, grab coffee and stroll around for a bit. I mention Merietta, because one it's an adorable cozy town situated at the edge of the … Continue reading A short stop in Merietta, Ohio

Yesterday I was riding down from my bank to kafe merc and for a moment I couldn't remember the date.  Does it really matter at this point?  This time of the year always gives me time for pause. More than just the fact that the weather is slowly shifting or the leaves starting to change … Continue reading Three years

I wrote a post a year and a half ago about my very personal difficulties in my marriage stemming from sex. During those years I had vaginisum but didn't know there was a name to it, that there were/are others who had the same problem as I did. Due to the shame and lack of … Continue reading Recovering from Vaginismus